cold hearts

 you know what hurts till today? 

knowing you somehow started some pure feelings at the wrong places, putting yourself in the situation u believe everything will be fine, but pretending its okay was not, not at all. so all thing I feel reassured was a fantasy ? or maybe its a play safe game~

maybe it is, 

tired isn't ? tired asking is it worth ? keep up to this is normal ?   do you think so ?

but again, this is how I live my life now.

hoping everything will be good at the end, despite all the shits I keep to myself. 

I gotta learn how to keep this alone. 

O Allah strengthen my heart. 

I cannot bear another stressful and anxiety feelings, but if it is the best for me please make it easy..

and let me learn everything is Temporary

none of this is mine

the less you care the happier u will be :) 

and 

Ignorance is Bliss