just take care of yourself after this.

I thought things would be better if I try to mingling around, because if i know lepak together, i know she would borak, then it wont be a problem dah plus im happy now,  but i was wrong, the way she react like poof Im not exists there. lol, idk if thats just her way or im being sucks of tk tegur, but i think i did tegur but she even left without saying goodbye ? is that kind of friend that u gotta keep ? opss i cant say anything. KAWAN LAMA RIGHT, RAPAT, KENAL FAMILY. while me ? I AM JUST THE GIRLFRIEND LOL. THE ONE THAT YOU JUST GOTTA KEEP PRIVATELY, GOT VOICES ON STORY ALSO CANNOT, WHILE HER ? EVERYTHING IS PERFECT. HAHA, last night i was waiting for u to say, jgn lah bersuara aku tgh record, just like how aku kene hadap. but no man takde, did she belong to ur heart ? is it her very important ? i have to faham and consider everything right :) my feelings is not a mattter. 
i thought i could express how i feel towards my boyfriend, like telling and express everything but his reaction was only, AGAIN. i thought you were my safe place for everything. 
i was wrong, i should just have keep this alone.