Hello dear precious self

  

so today is the proof yang kau mmg bermasalah asiela, 

you always thought yang he will said, 

Sayang dhlah i sayang you with hugs n kisses 

But he did say sorry, its good 

Ntahlah idk why i don’t feel the sparks as much as before 

I don’t even cry anymore to speaks for my emotion

My heartless just seems so real now

Knowing the people that i love and i thought as my safe house, said to me “melampau sangat kalau pasal ni je nk breakdown sampai sakit sakit” “i risau” 

Dude, the way you said like i can control it, i don't ask to be this broken.  You don’t know how much i grew to handle this. 

And for that you wont heard anything bout me anymore. 

Ill just keep this to myself.