dear loser,

 tuhan je tahu seksanya dada aku sekarang ni, 

sesak nya aku rasa, mungkin ini sebabnya aku patut ingt hidup aku ni Tuhan yang atur, bukan aku, aku target siap kerja harini, almost semua kerja, tp satu pun tk jalan, satu pun tk terbuat asiela

how loser you are right now.

so back to this, finally semua submission settle, ALHAMDULILLAH

sekarang aku pulak nak kene battle dgn myself, penatnya haritu sampai aku layankan sangat dh berhari rehat, having the same routine every day. actually banyak je benda yang boleh dibuat for the wholly day tp tulah bangun pun dh tengahari gedebak gedebuk dah petang. hm

now i realise that, going out all this time is theraphy yknow, yg you boleh kelaur sekejap minum kopi, boleh keluar sekajap cr barang. all that little things meant alot to myself. 

oh regarding relationship. currently trying to fit into the cup. sebab, i think i dont get the same treatment like i used to get all this while especially when im in Batu Pahat. so if he says its hambar, its alright,

i treat people the way i get treated. u been telling me SOMETHING IS BETTER THAT NOTHING. 

so yah imma do that, so tkdelah aku emo sebab i put expectations on people yada yada. so everything its fair and square now.