normalized

maybe i should get used to it.

i should normalize that people are not the same, how much im trying to cope with it i failed. 

nevertheless everything that i felt last night,

all i can do is cry

because i dont want to be labeled as "clingy ass head"

benda kecil pun nak terasa, 

but that is just how i am, with the people that i love, because im not clingy with everyone, not everyone knows how fragile i am, but i guess it is wrong to put expectation like that on your boyfriend or even anyone. 

stop putting your happiness on others

enjoy your own comapny, 

sambung, 

semalam, i asked him " rimas ke dgnn orang?" 

oh benda tu jd tk rimas sebab i tk layan.

and i asked again, 

in phone calls,

"habis awak lagi suka girlfriend awak pujuk diri sendiri?"

emmm its just a reminder to him yang, back in the past ? why he lost the girl he once love so much ? its because he never care, and i also bukanlah nk ajar diri i bergantung sangat kat dia pun, all i need is just some affection, tp kalau dia rasa benda tu tak perlu tkpe, i shall find my leisure, my everything by myself. 

sikit pun i wont ask from you. all i want is just lil bit of attention, thats all

tapi i lupa, we promised to go with the flow chill chill je, so i should let this go and chill chill je.